Truly, who really bothers.

AHHHH GOSH, DONT YOU THINK THEY ARE LIKE HOT.

Screwed up day .

Life is nothing but repetition, th same thing over and over.

Somebody might give you a trophy and that's supposed to mean you're making progress, but there's no such thing. The fights, you fight today are th fights you fight until you die.

I dunno why, i really have been screwing up today . No texts/calls from anyone from my phone really sucks . I swear . Nothing's going my way . Probably i cant even survive for a month . i really cant .. sigh . :( what can i do? nothing? oh well, i cant do anything to help it. If it's meant to be this way then be it. I cant change th fact anymore once its done because whats done is done . Well, I once came across this quote saying that, " It's never to late to be who you might have been. " . Maybe its really true. Its never too late to be who you are now . But you cant undo th mistakes you made from th past. Dont you just wish that you could rewind back time and just change it. Someone once told me that " Mistakes had brought u here isn't it ? Would you still wan go back to th past or right now ? " i really agree with it, But still, i dont know what to do. Im lost in life. Is there any manual to teach me about life and tell me what to do with this thing called life?

Fuck my life, really hard okay.

Okay, life's fucked up, really fucked up. I been really effed up recently . Family 's been way too dramatic. Everyday argueing then pushing all th blame to me . Oh wow, great job isn't it ? I dunno who to trust, im serious. Everybody seems to be speaking th truth . But well, i dont want to care about anything anymore. From this instance, i dont want to care anymore .. Cant believe im this weak huh. But yeah, maybe im just out of this kind of bullshits yeah .. I bang wall die sua okay . everything will be just fine .. wouldn't it be .. sighhh ....

you should love th person that makes you glad that you're alive.

love th person that makes you glad that you're alive .

Today's kinda of a slacky day . I feel so damn lazy today ! dunno why, just felt this way. :( ugh . I must really kick of my habit of being lazy . Cause laziness can just overtake me anytime . Not gonna do my work now, seriously feeling god damn lazy . :( ugh . Probably going to do it tomoro and chiong ? XD keke . Tomoro early release  at 1.35pm ! :3 a least better then nothing right ?! :D hehe . oh yeah , darrel . good luck for tomoro. (:

Rehearsals , Rehearsals , Rehearsals.

argh gosh . felt so tired about rehearsals . The thing that i hated for today is that got two blank spaces behind me then when i want march out, keep marching wrong. :( well, tomoro's gonna be a better day! i hope those two people come tomoro, if not i'll really be screwed up ugh. :( friday actual performace already . ugh serious ? :( good luck for me then !

DARREL TAN. :)

NICE SCENERY. I WANNA GO THERE SOMETIMES.

YO ASSHOLE . So how's life recently ? great ? wonderful ? or , or? hehe i dunno uh! sorry for always having mood swings uh . :( really really sorry . just really cant help it . hehe you ah . dont always get jealous over many many things okay mah ! hehe, like a cute only . :3 i really dunno what to say alrdy uh! >< end here? :D hehe. oh yeah oh yeah , GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O'S!

I lose everything even you.

I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other. what will you do when suddenly someone you love forgets about you? will be like th guy in th show, trying every ways to make his wife fall in love with him again? or would you just not care anything and just move on. i dunno what to do, perherps i'll just keep on crying and crying. maybe i wont do anything . let god decides what's my next move .