it's like a never ending story .

you're burned into my mind forever .

there is nothing, nothing on this world that will ever change that .

Hey guys , sorry for not blogging yesterday ! hehe, im gonna blog now kays ? ^^ well, today's kinda okay ba . except for th part that th music room was being infected by termites , sorry idk how spell th ant's name . yes i know i very th fail okay . :B but sorry, im just born this way . Kinda disappointed in my results , like seriously . i studied so hard but still i failed ? da fuck, all these hard work . for no reasons . shall end here, totally no moood now . you can reply her, but you cant talk to me ? fuck you seriously . xoxo, love you guys no matter what . :* shall blog later .

life's short so cherish it .

hey guys, back to blogging :) feel so fed up about everything that going through in my mind right now . seriously do you have to judge me with my clothes ? i hate that . it seriously dafug , for why judge eh . im gonna ask wifey to makeover me . i swear i need makeover . gahh . i hate people judging ... i pray that th society would become a better one, cause it just sucks when someone judges you just like this . just totally sucks . dont know what to blog alrdy , pissed . shall blog later xoxo . love you guys . x

When I needed someone, no one was there .

Guess by looking at my title, you should guess what's my mood . It's like whenever I needed someone there for me, no one's there for me . Like seriously ? Sigh . Today's paper was kind okay for me , just that last passage is kinda no logic lorh . Well ~ Anna's at Mai house ! We are gonna watch pretty little liars & probably make & Jia Min a present too ! Kekeke . Hope it goes out well . Not many color pens . Xoxo, shall blog later . Hehhe ~ :>

Early 15th dedication.

hey baby! It's th 15th tomoro. Sorry cant celebrate with you tomoro, I'll be celebrating with you on Wednesday Kays ? :* we shall do major shopping & rant on each other . Hahha I swear it's gonna be fun . In this 8th month we have, I really felt happy eh! Though we din met with each other often . We're still hanging on there being wifeys . We so long no go out with each other alrdy, ya know ?! ): thanks for always being there for me when I needed you th most . You're like someone I been wishing for to appear in my life as my bestie . 😍 we will & we shall last forever ! :* my 15th wifey, 我爱你❤ xoxo, always & forever .

Fairytales . If only those exist in reality .

Hey guys . I dunno why, but to me I feel like a burden to everybody that's close to me . Expected much ? Hahha . Shall talk about today . Today's paper was okay luh . Bought DVDS to watch at home, pretty little liars $ new year's eve . They are really awesome shows . I wanna watch AVENGERS so damn badly . Argh, maybe shall catch it tomoro with Anna ? Or should we just go straight to my house & start doing on our Chinese book report ? Hm . Shall just decide it tomoro when our Chinese paper end . Chinese is like super easy I swear ! My method of learning Chinese is to watch dramas & maybe just flip through my Chinese textbook . That's all . You may kind of find me lazy . But that's it, I can ace th test, trust me . Hehhe . X: I sounded so bhb can . Well, wish everybody a super good luck for tomoro! Upper sec ended their exam like today, so good ): after tomoro, we are free ! But then Thursday & Friday got band ): nehhmind it's all right . I just hope it will be a blast ! ^^ hehhe xoxo , shall blog later . Love you guys . always $ forever. ♥

will you be mine again ?

sigh. i just feel so useless, i dunno why but i just feel this way . maybe its because im really useless . well i guess i am . I really need someone there for me when i need them . but it seems like no one care . well humans are selfish so why bother . sigh . nothing can really cheer me up. (': i dunno ... I just got this feeling that without me in anyone's life, wouldnt their life be great huh ? useless me, just forever so useless . 如果人生是多么的美好，那有多好啊。。。i must be going crazy because of all these shits thats happening around me. but stilll, i need to move on with my life . tomoro may just be th start of something new, i just got to hang in there & stay strong . In another point is that i dont feel like going school on monday & tuesday . th exams like a useless only . seriously, is smartness so important in this fcuked up & judgemental society ? fcuk th society for being so judgemental & fcuked up . may th society change to be a better one . hehe peace .. xoxo, muacks. love you guys . :*** <3

im not perfect , so are you .

hey guys ! back :) i just dunno why people like to judge others when they are not perfect themselves . Butt i guess this cant be stop . Because me myself would sometimes judge people, but at least i would repent on myself probably. /: okay, should stop pondering about this kind of stuffs already . arghhhh . stupid me . My day's going on pretty well . Im gonna wish my mum a happy mothers day when she come back from work . hehehe, i bought her something. i really hope she like it , wheeee . ^^ auntie went out to buy chips for me, booyeah ! too lazy to go out to buy . been so lazy recently, i also dunno why . ):  sigh . took photos with cuzzy ! ^^ xoxo, shall blog later, love you people. muacks . :*****

It's seems like a dream.

Morning everybody! Today's mothers day, so I wish all th mum out there, a happy mother's day! Hope you will enjoy your day today~ hehheh . I just realized I barely took photos with my mum before . Kinda weird but yeah . Because whenever I'm busy, she's free . But whenever I'm free, she's busy. Always th same cycle over & over again. Now at cousin's house ~ today's family day. But how i wish. Sigh. Let time decide what's going to happen next . Let fate decide what we going to do next. Th photo is I took around in th morning ! ^^ Keke, was watching drama . :3 I must be crazy huh? Well. I don't care, I like th drama, th guys so cute <3 xoxo, shall blog later again. love you guys. :****

Guys . Remember this .

guys . just remember this . this is probably how most girls feels .

i'll always love you .

i dunno why but today seems so slack . whole day watch show only . Im really lazy right :/ I cant like kick out this bad habit of mine. Its like really really bad . ): th x-family show is really very addictive yo ! ^^ now watched until episode 19 alrdy, feeling like crying . perherps it's just because its just damn touching . if only life was like those life in th show . but it wontm end up to a sad ending, will it ? hahah cause shows & fairytales always have happy endings . but reality just sucks . it doesnt always have a happy ending . :/ sigh .
hehehe , i'lll always love you . remember that . xoxo, i love you always & forever .

Boreddddd ~

HI YOU THERE, IF YOU'RE LOOKING AT THIS POST. IT MEANS I LOVE YOU OKIE ? :* HEHEHHEHE . MUACKS ! :B

be my superman.

hey guys ! im back again . hehe .I just created a new twitter acc but its private ya . :) i'll only follow those i wanna follow so count on your luck to see whether will you be followed by me :B sometimes i really wish someone would understand what am i going through all this while , but it just seems like it's impossible to find someone that understands me . sigh . i normally blog when im super sad or happy . So maybe im feeling low now ? well no matter what happens, life still goes on. even if people change and leave you for some stupid reasons . my new fave chinese song is GOU AI <3 yeah ! th song is really nice yeah ~ kekeke , today i never really studied for my both exams on monday & tuesday cause it's only DNT & CHINESE . What have i been doing th whole day ? watching taiwan drama, i swear i can cry cause of it and laugh till i drop . :3 i changed my signal bar into heartshapes . kekekke awesome max ! :3 XIU & HAN so compatible in th show but too bad , they aint together in th show . ): im gonna continue watching my show now ! bye for now ! :*

Yes I changed . But so what?

; hey everybody. sorry for not updating my blog for a very long time. I been kind of busy, ya know ? exams, problems about my family, friends & etc . Well . Th reason behind my blog post title ? People said I changed . But th reason why I changed is because of all th pain I felt . Sigh. Probarely, some may feel that this is just ridiculous . Maybe it is . I don't care anymore . Th more I care, th more hurt I'll feel. Don't you think my life sucks a lot ? I want everything to go back to my childhood, yes my childhood because that's when I feel so carefree & nothing to worry about. " how I wish " you know it's a very strong phrase & we can't anyhow wish for what we want. shall blog till like this. Oh yeahc I'm not going to do th challenge anymore. I'm bored, I just wanna blog all my feelings out. Enjoy your stay in my blog. :) xx