Truly, who really bothers.

AHHHH GOSH, DONT YOU THINK THEY ARE LIKE HOT.

Screwed up day .

Life is nothing but repetition, th same thing over and over.

Somebody might give you a trophy and that's supposed to mean you're making progress, but there's no such thing. The fights, you fight today are th fights you fight until you die.

I dunno why, i really have been screwing up today . No texts/calls from anyone from my phone really sucks . I swear . Nothing's going my way . Probably i cant even survive for a month . i really cant .. sigh . :( what can i do? nothing? oh well, i cant do anything to help it. If it's meant to be this way then be it. I cant change th fact anymore once its done because whats done is done . Well, I once came across this quote saying that, " It's never to late to be who you might have been. " . Maybe its really true. Its never too late to be who you are now . But you cant undo th mistakes you made from th past. Dont you just wish that you could rewind back time and just change it. Someone once told me that " Mistakes had brought u here isn't it ? Would you still wan go back to th past or right now ? " i really agree with it, But still, i dont know what to do. Im lost in life. Is there any manual to teach me about life and tell me what to do with this thing called life?

Fuck my life, really hard okay.

Okay, life's fucked up, really fucked up. I been really effed up recently . Family 's been way too dramatic. Everyday argueing then pushing all th blame to me . Oh wow, great job isn't it ? I dunno who to trust, im serious. Everybody seems to be speaking th truth . But well, i dont want to care about anything anymore. From this instance, i dont want to care anymore .. Cant believe im this weak huh. But yeah, maybe im just out of this kind of bullshits yeah .. I bang wall die sua okay . everything will be just fine .. wouldn't it be .. sighhh ....

you should love th person that makes you glad that you're alive.

love th person that makes you glad that you're alive .

Today's kinda of a slacky day . I feel so damn lazy today ! dunno why, just felt this way. :( ugh . I must really kick of my habit of being lazy . Cause laziness can just overtake me anytime . Not gonna do my work now, seriously feeling god damn lazy . :( ugh . Probably going to do it tomoro and chiong ? XD keke . Tomoro early release  at 1.35pm ! :3 a least better then nothing right ?! :D hehe . oh yeah , darrel . good luck for tomoro. (:

Rehearsals , Rehearsals , Rehearsals.

argh gosh . felt so tired about rehearsals . The thing that i hated for today is that got two blank spaces behind me then when i want march out, keep marching wrong. :( well, tomoro's gonna be a better day! i hope those two people come tomoro, if not i'll really be screwed up ugh. :( friday actual performace already . ugh serious ? :( good luck for me then !

DARREL TAN. :)

NICE SCENERY. I WANNA GO THERE SOMETIMES.

YO ASSHOLE . So how's life recently ? great ? wonderful ? or , or? hehe i dunno uh! sorry for always having mood swings uh . :( really really sorry . just really cant help it . hehe you ah . dont always get jealous over many many things okay mah ! hehe, like a cute only . :3 i really dunno what to say alrdy uh! >< end here? :D hehe. oh yeah oh yeah , GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR O'S!

I lose everything even you.

I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other. what will you do when suddenly someone you love forgets about you? will be like th guy in th show, trying every ways to make his wife fall in love with him again? or would you just not care anything and just move on. i dunno what to do, perherps i'll just keep on crying and crying. maybe i wont do anything . let god decides what's my next move .

life.

FRENCH HORNNISTTTT . <3

Wheen life fucks you upside down, dont worry . Good times will come . Rmb after every storm, there will always be a rainbow . yes, good times dont last . so cherish well when it comes.

payphone .

Gonna blog before tution ~ dont you just think that Niall James Horan's hot and cute at th same time?! argh, love him. :* Sian, going to school reopen alrdyyy. ): NOOOOOOOOOO . D: i dont want school to reopen . My birthday is on a monday , god damnt . Its only a monday ! MONDAY BLUES . D: Just hope my birthday dont come so fast . sigh . :/ .okay, stop with th sadness ! bwahahah , how's life, everybody . Hope its going out well ~ tomoro gonn have band , friday to sunday got camp. ): siann uh ! but actually hope th camp goes out welllllll ! >< Have like damn loads of dramas that I wanna start watching right now ! ): kekek . shall stop now, blog later ! bye bye . :3

I swear this time i really mean it.

Things changed so much . I dunno where to start but that's th only simple sentence to describe what had simply happened during those times that i din blogged. Sorry for not really blogged, been really busy with band, studies and probably watching drama too . opppssss. tons of things been happening . when i said tons, i really meant tons. I really did cried because of what happened . maybe i was just too stupid ? well, its my fault for letting this friendship end. All i can say now is sorry, perherps it doesnt helps. But still sorry. I know sorry cant cure anything now . Its just too late, isnt it . Gonna try to make my blog alive yeah . Anyway, im so gonna save up moeny to buy a blackbery by th end of th holiday. I'll make sure i'll get my hands on that baby ! shall sleep now, nights . :*

it's like a never ending story .

you're burned into my mind forever .

there is nothing, nothing on this world that will ever change that .

Hey guys , sorry for not blogging yesterday ! hehe, im gonna blog now kays ? ^^ well, today's kinda okay ba . except for th part that th music room was being infected by termites , sorry idk how spell th ant's name . yes i know i very th fail okay . :B but sorry, im just born this way . Kinda disappointed in my results , like seriously . i studied so hard but still i failed ? da fuck, all these hard work . for no reasons . shall end here, totally no moood now . you can reply her, but you cant talk to me ? fuck you seriously . xoxo, love you guys no matter what . :* shall blog later .

life's short so cherish it .

hey guys, back to blogging :) feel so fed up about everything that going through in my mind right now . seriously do you have to judge me with my clothes ? i hate that . it seriously dafug , for why judge eh . im gonna ask wifey to makeover me . i swear i need makeover . gahh . i hate people judging ... i pray that th society would become a better one, cause it just sucks when someone judges you just like this . just totally sucks . dont know what to blog alrdy , pissed . shall blog later xoxo . love you guys . x

When I needed someone, no one was there .

Guess by looking at my title, you should guess what's my mood . It's like whenever I needed someone there for me, no one's there for me . Like seriously ? Sigh . Today's paper was kind okay for me , just that last passage is kinda no logic lorh . Well ~ Anna's at Mai house ! We are gonna watch pretty little liars & probably make & Jia Min a present too ! Kekeke . Hope it goes out well . Not many color pens . Xoxo, shall blog later . Hehhe ~ :>

Early 15th dedication.

hey baby! It's th 15th tomoro. Sorry cant celebrate with you tomoro, I'll be celebrating with you on Wednesday Kays ? :* we shall do major shopping & rant on each other . Hahha I swear it's gonna be fun . In this 8th month we have, I really felt happy eh! Though we din met with each other often . We're still hanging on there being wifeys . We so long no go out with each other alrdy, ya know ?! ): thanks for always being there for me when I needed you th most . You're like someone I been wishing for to appear in my life as my bestie . 😍 we will & we shall last forever ! :* my 15th wifey, 我爱你❤ xoxo, always & forever .

Fairytales . If only those exist in reality .

Hey guys . I dunno why, but to me I feel like a burden to everybody that's close to me . Expected much ? Hahha . Shall talk about today . Today's paper was okay luh . Bought DVDS to watch at home, pretty little liars $ new year's eve . They are really awesome shows . I wanna watch AVENGERS so damn badly . Argh, maybe shall catch it tomoro with Anna ? Or should we just go straight to my house & start doing on our Chinese book report ? Hm . Shall just decide it tomoro when our Chinese paper end . Chinese is like super easy I swear ! My method of learning Chinese is to watch dramas & maybe just flip through my Chinese textbook . That's all . You may kind of find me lazy . But that's it, I can ace th test, trust me . Hehhe . X: I sounded so bhb can . Well, wish everybody a super good luck for tomoro! Upper sec ended their exam like today, so good ): after tomoro, we are free ! But then Thursday & Friday got band ): nehhmind it's all right . I just hope it will be a blast ! ^^ hehhe xoxo , shall blog later . Love you guys . always $ forever. ♥

will you be mine again ?

sigh. i just feel so useless, i dunno why but i just feel this way . maybe its because im really useless . well i guess i am . I really need someone there for me when i need them . but it seems like no one care . well humans are selfish so why bother . sigh . nothing can really cheer me up. (': i dunno ... I just got this feeling that without me in anyone's life, wouldnt their life be great huh ? useless me, just forever so useless . 如果人生是多么的美好，那有多好啊。。。i must be going crazy because of all these shits thats happening around me. but stilll, i need to move on with my life . tomoro may just be th start of something new, i just got to hang in there & stay strong . In another point is that i dont feel like going school on monday & tuesday . th exams like a useless only . seriously, is smartness so important in this fcuked up & judgemental society ? fcuk th society for being so judgemental & fcuked up . may th society change to be a better one . hehe peace .. xoxo, muacks. love you guys . :*** <3

im not perfect , so are you .

hey guys ! back :) i just dunno why people like to judge others when they are not perfect themselves . Butt i guess this cant be stop . Because me myself would sometimes judge people, but at least i would repent on myself probably. /: okay, should stop pondering about this kind of stuffs already . arghhhh . stupid me . My day's going on pretty well . Im gonna wish my mum a happy mothers day when she come back from work . hehehe, i bought her something. i really hope she like it , wheeee . ^^ auntie went out to buy chips for me, booyeah ! too lazy to go out to buy . been so lazy recently, i also dunno why . ):  sigh . took photos with cuzzy ! ^^ xoxo, shall blog later, love you people. muacks . :*****

It's seems like a dream.

Morning everybody! Today's mothers day, so I wish all th mum out there, a happy mother's day! Hope you will enjoy your day today~ hehheh . I just realized I barely took photos with my mum before . Kinda weird but yeah . Because whenever I'm busy, she's free . But whenever I'm free, she's busy. Always th same cycle over & over again. Now at cousin's house ~ today's family day. But how i wish. Sigh. Let time decide what's going to happen next . Let fate decide what we going to do next. Th photo is I took around in th morning ! ^^ Keke, was watching drama . :3 I must be crazy huh? Well. I don't care, I like th drama, th guys so cute <3 xoxo, shall blog later again. love you guys. :****

Guys . Remember this .

guys . just remember this . this is probably how most girls feels .

i'll always love you .

i dunno why but today seems so slack . whole day watch show only . Im really lazy right :/ I cant like kick out this bad habit of mine. Its like really really bad . ): th x-family show is really very addictive yo ! ^^ now watched until episode 19 alrdy, feeling like crying . perherps it's just because its just damn touching . if only life was like those life in th show . but it wontm end up to a sad ending, will it ? hahah cause shows & fairytales always have happy endings . but reality just sucks . it doesnt always have a happy ending . :/ sigh .
hehehe , i'lll always love you . remember that . xoxo, i love you always & forever .

Boreddddd ~

HI YOU THERE, IF YOU'RE LOOKING AT THIS POST. IT MEANS I LOVE YOU OKIE ? :* HEHEHHEHE . MUACKS ! :B

be my superman.

hey guys ! im back again . hehe .I just created a new twitter acc but its private ya . :) i'll only follow those i wanna follow so count on your luck to see whether will you be followed by me :B sometimes i really wish someone would understand what am i going through all this while , but it just seems like it's impossible to find someone that understands me . sigh . i normally blog when im super sad or happy . So maybe im feeling low now ? well no matter what happens, life still goes on. even if people change and leave you for some stupid reasons . my new fave chinese song is GOU AI <3 yeah ! th song is really nice yeah ~ kekeke , today i never really studied for my both exams on monday & tuesday cause it's only DNT & CHINESE . What have i been doing th whole day ? watching taiwan drama, i swear i can cry cause of it and laugh till i drop . :3 i changed my signal bar into heartshapes . kekekke awesome max ! :3 XIU & HAN so compatible in th show but too bad , they aint together in th show . ): im gonna continue watching my show now ! bye for now ! :*

Yes I changed . But so what?

; hey everybody. sorry for not updating my blog for a very long time. I been kind of busy, ya know ? exams, problems about my family, friends & etc . Well . Th reason behind my blog post title ? People said I changed . But th reason why I changed is because of all th pain I felt . Sigh. Probarely, some may feel that this is just ridiculous . Maybe it is . I don't care anymore . Th more I care, th more hurt I'll feel. Don't you think my life sucks a lot ? I want everything to go back to my childhood, yes my childhood because that's when I feel so carefree & nothing to worry about. " how I wish " you know it's a very strong phrase & we can't anyhow wish for what we want. shall blog till like this. Oh yeahc I'm not going to do th challenge anymore. I'm bored, I just wanna blog all my feelings out. Enjoy your stay in my blog. :) xx

friday th 13th .

HEY PEEPS ! hehehe . today got CIP and it was awesome though th sequence of th performace is kinda messed up . but at least, everybody put in their utmost best . hehehe . th photos will explain about what i took today ~ lazy type . what a lazy person i am ~~ :/ shall post th picture tomroo ! hehehe, good night evrybody ! ^^

It's like a never ending pain .

DAY 06 - FAVOURITE SUPERHERO AND WHY.

hmmm, i think my favourite super hero is superman ! <3 hehehe , cause i think that if superman has a girlfriend, he would like fly th girlfriend to anywhere she wants to go ~ heh wheeeee . ~ <3 damn sweet bodoh . I wanna have this kind of superman boyfriend ! :( but too bad, it aint real . but i hope my kind of guy would appear one day ~ heheh . Or maybe he did . who knows ? ^^

I miss calling you mine & will you be mine again ?

Having such a freaking bad day now . :( sigh, how i wish time could just stop at th haaappy moments that im having and never ever stop . But it seems that it wont be . Im having such a freaking bad cough . Everytime i cough always will cough until want vomit that kind ~ sighh . something wrong with me, i guess . :/ I want my life to go out th way i want it to be, why cant it be ? what if i never entered yyss ? what if i never entered anyone's life ? haha. i guess life would be like so much better lorh ! shalll not talk about these kind of stuffs alrdy ! :B tomoro is friday th 13th, ~ hohoh, black friday yo . but im going to cip at tampiness ! ^^ wheee, gonna sing " what makes you beautiful " and " price tag " ~ hehehe , gonna stop blgging for now, love you people ^^

sigh, will life get any better ?

DAY 05 - A PICTURE OF SOMEWHERE YOU'VE BEEN TO.

HOHOHOHO. a class photo of my class during sec 2 camp not long ago ~~ love this photo can ! ^^ kekeke . We went to Malaysia and it was awesome . (Y)

everybody's selfish .

DAY 04 - A HABIT YOU WISH YOU DIN HAVE .
Well, I actually hope that I wasn't that lazy . If I wasn't that lazy, I could have done many many stuffs that I wanna do. Sigh:/ please I hope that my habit will stop. I dont want be lazy :(

Those memories .

DAY 03 - A PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR FRIEND .
This photo I took it after camp! Awesome friends they are ~ Jiamin and Serene . Hoho, love die them .

For once, I just wanna feel important to you.

Okay I'm back . Just now, Cheng Xi, Eric, AnnNa and XinYi came to my house . Hahha fun max, I swear . My brother really enjoyed them coming over . Heheh . He especially loves to play with AnnNa . Maybe because he and her shares th same kind of interest ba . :D sigh . My studies really deproving a lot . my Maths th worst one ... Really need to buck up. I promised my mum to ace my mid year if not she'll take away my phone and like don't give me back. GAH:( I better buck up. Tomoro after enrichment gonna study for my science common test . I swear I'm gonna freaking ace that exam !! DETERMINATION ~ later around 9, start doing science notes and then pack my bag neatly for tomoro and lastly must study my Maths abit ! I really need to improve my Maths :( gonna study hard from now . No more slacking after school, maybe just study . Hehehe . Wish me good luck ! ^^

You da one .

DAY 02 - THE MEANING BEHIND MY BLOG NAME .
Well, actually th meaning behind my blog name is like for you, I'm willing to do anything . but for me, will you be able to do back th same thing ? Perherps not . I dunno . sigh . I wanna know th answer . but I'm scared of having rejection . Everybody fear rejection, don't they?

for you, i will, for me, will you?

DAY 01 - A RECENT PICTURE OF ME AND 15 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT ME.

1. Im a french horn player <3 .
2. I get super sensitive .
3. My favourite color's blue! ^^
4. I get hyper or crazy whenever i eat sweets and chocolate .
5. I love to take paloriod photos with my beloved ones .
6. I watch drama shows whenever im bored . ~
7. I LOVE BEASTTTTT ! ESPECIALLY YOSEOB <3 .
8. I hate school.
9. I hate th number 5 and th month april.
10. I tweet alot, so maybe follow me ? :)
11. My favourite song is tonight by fm static.
12. I love heart to heart talks conversation .
13. STRAWBERRY OREO BBT <3 .
14. I tend to get annoyed by people saying 'lol', 'k' and one word replies.
15. I think alot .

Today my life begins .

Well, I find like I'm so fucking useless . I might as well just go and die now . Can't help anyone .. I think I disappointed Darrel alot ... But I can't do anything . he can find a better girl than me for sure (': well . my heart can't be soft now . I must stay firm to my decision. Hah. Now in th house at marina ~ later going back amk:) I hope faster go back ah. I feel like studying and forget about everything ! ^^ weeeee . I'm such a good girl yeah ? :B ahahha bhb me <: shall blog later , rmb to miss me yeah! :b - fuck it, I'm tired of trying . -

Perfect two .

; hahha hey guys . It's indeed quite some time I haven't been blogging already . Well, life's really a bitch . 5th's just yesterday and now I'm in Malaysia . Th good point is that I can escape from reality but th bad poin is well.... There ain't any bad points at all . I feel like Im letting those people beside me disappointted . I dunno why I just feel this way. Well, I'm gonna try blog since I can't really tell those people around me, how I reall feel~ getting ready to go sleep! So nights everybody! Sleep early yeah^^

im th kind of girl that boys will never fall for.

Heylo ! today's kinda a boring day, tomoro's monday . ahh fml probarely . I hate going school to study but i definetely love seeing my friends . :) i jailbreaked my phone yesterday and im loving it ! :D Tomroo gonna buy itouch white . :3 Both Jane and Xinyi got blog already, everybody must go see worh ! ^^ hahaha . when life gives you a reason to cry, give another thousand reasons to smile about . So its just simpply even when people change, things change, memories stay and life still goes on. gotta make it short and simple . #nowlistening already gone.

everybody tends to judge me.

I dont get th reason why everybody tend to judge me no matter what . Am i so good to be judged by everybody? It actually freaking hurts to be judge by people who are close to me. Sigh, i just dont get away . no one's perfect, not even you. So why bother judging people . like seriously gnd. I can only say that my life in yuying is pratically being screwed up. Teachers judging my class that we cant do any better then th rest of th express classes . Judge us for what ? If we did better then your form class, then so what ? must you think that we are cheating or whatever fuck ? like seriously. It sucks being judged. My life in yuying is just seriously being screwed up now. I dont know what to do. Argh fml.

faking a smile aint that easy.

so long never update my blog alrdy . hoho, i hope everything goes out well for everybody this week as there will be common test ! <: what goes around, comes around . so if you're a bitch, karma will definetely find you , im ending it here. bye . <:

hey you, yeah you, i miss you .

yo people ! long time no blog . haha, im pratically super lazy to blog . >< im half through my casco which is my last piece of homework ! :D YIPPEEEEE ! so maybe going out with victor, yin long, serene and xinpei . :3 my effking twin not replying me . ssadd die me can . im currently whatsapping with them ! hehe <: slept th whole afternoon like a nice only ! :b i need add Javan to th class group, delayed for like few days already . x; yesterday had birthday bash ! ^^ everybody attacked me with cakes . ): zomgggg . :/ face with full of cake . >< life is good when i finished allmy homework kays !

three more days left to valentine's day . well, im dateless, im forever alone thats what jeremmy said . sigh . when can i find my th other half ?

long time no see .

haha . i can see that my blog is like almost half dead i guess ? hehe . <: tomoro gonna go church with ynn xuan and sarah <3 . miss them like hell loads, since graduation day, din really meet them . we were all so busy with all of our own stuffs . just now band got sec 1 came in, only 1E2 lah . :b hoho, next thursday more sec 1, hope they join french horn ! :D ms sharon wants th photos that i took in class zomg . she was like, " i find all of you cute . " wts muchhhhhhhh ? i hate th new school rules man . damn fucking strict ley this year . ): need to surrender phone when go toilet, one day, one level check . wahpiang , we like live in prison only . im gonna wait for my daughter's phone call . she got problems with ian . :/ hope things get better for themm ...

; Helllo .

; Hi. I'm Jocelyn. Kay thanks bye :P

sometime, somewhere, some way .

hey peeps, i din really blogged so much recently . I was kinda busy with my school stuffs and probarely friends aye . :B i actaully already cried th first time in 2012 cause of friendship problem but everything setlle le , gratz . (: im glad that everytime work out fine . yesterday went out with my beloved vanessa ! th photo on top is my fave one <3 . things changed, people changed, memories stays . quite true uh ? i seriously agree with this, i swear ever since th school has been starting or maybe th year have beem starting, i been drifting apart from many people . i shouldnt name anyone . i hope we din drift in th first place, sigh . dont think of unhappy things already ! (: i think i just did something bad, argh damn this . hoho . i got th book, "na xie nian" like a nice lorh . :3 feel dedicating posts to people cause im like super sian recently . i want go gai gai for clothes ! zomg , maybe tuesday or maybe wednesday after school, i go gai gai since dont have sectional ! ^^ like a happpy only . i going to fall sick, i must relax myself you know ! :B i swear i very long never really cam whore le, since im a lazy girlll . hehe , shall stop now ! ^^ have a good rest pepo ! <:

Another day, another story .

Everything was my wishful thinking . but not knowing th risk I could have, I took th chance to know you . I just want someone that can last with me . it's that so difficult ? But th person I love, will never love me back . Everytime I walked past you, memories starts to come back . Probarely fml . #onreplay th one that for away . No mood to blog, hm maybe later but contact lens . (:

Cool story bro .

Hi . Kinda feel like emotionless ? :/ well ! I just wanna ask who wanna go study on saturdayyy ? (: if want jiu text me or anything .
Kthxbai .

it will rain .

hey everybody ! got miss me ?!?! * wink wink * i must be mad right now . i seriously feel like piercing my helix . :/ kb . i feel annnoyed . if i never pick up you call, please dont start by spamming . argh, annoyed . -.- sigh sigh sigh . maybe ponning schhoolllll . x: #nowlistening it will rain . i find myself so strange . like wthell, always got moodswing here and there deh ! how come?!!? >:(  i feel like saying this and idk why . if you wanna bitch about me, bitch either in front of my face or else tag me kays ! :D i wanna know . dont act act friend me leh, very childish . :3 haha how come i talk like this, like so happy ! <: today baked like many many chocolate chips cookies with wifeeeee <3 ! i hope it like taste nice . I damn th scared not nice siah . :/ should ask anna to taste it whether nice ! :B wa sian, everyday from 4 to 6 got sectional . :/ nehhmind, i shall do my homework before that . ((: im a goodgirl98 worrr . (Y) I kinda miss my whole class . mad girl uh me . haha . cant wait to start laughing tomoro . i can die laughing everyday with my son beside me ! or maybe should i phrase it, " funny people " zomg, tomoro got maths . ): can die can die . i kinda miss my primary school. i shall go back one of these days when im actually totally free ! <: i want take paloriod photos ! who want ?!?!? hehe. end of my post . <:

forever and always .

hoho . long time no blog . HAHAHA , mad woman am i ? :B never really blogged for a few days le, cause like busy busy so heck care blogg ! :b yeahhhh . later gonna bake chocolate chip cookie with my wife <3 . who wants ! cant confirm whether is it nice not . ~ shawn now doing homework hoho ! good luck to him . ^^ #nowlistening forever and always . I got an urge of piercing my helix later . ): i must be madddddd ! yesterday night sho fun with serene ohhhhh <3 ! i wanna do this more often with her ! go eat dinner then go slack slack . :3 sho funnn ! currently waiting for wifey's call to go downstairs fetch her, sun bian buy ingredient . ~ :D i want a name necklace like badly . >: everything i talking like no link siah . nevermind . ~ tomoro sian lorh, got school . ): wo bu yao . i want weekends ! monday to friday pass so slowly then after weekends like so fasst . ): why cant monday to friday be th weekend while saturday and sunday be weekdays ?!?! life would be so good . time flies past so fast, im already sec 2 and im kinda not used to it . >< hehe shall blog later ! :D picture like dark dark deh ._.

sorry but forever doesnt exist in my dictionary anymore .

hoho . today actually should be my heartbreaker day but it turned out now . it started not really good at th beginning of th day . in th morning, i had to ran for th bus all those . my ear stud kena caught all those by my cher, but luckily she say dont so obvious can le . (: hehe . everybody cheered me up, especially my bestie, shawn and wifeee ! <3 okay so yeah . saturday maybe after meet wife then go meet my bestieeee , hoho . <: cant wait to meet him, but i actually pei him go church . boring leh ._. hehe . but maybe also want study together ! finally saturday is th day when i can rest ! sunday too ! ^^ i hope i wont have to do anything for her eh . Im actually kinda miss him right now after all it could be our 9 monthsary together . my heart broke when i saw you and her together . what should i say ? we wont fated to be together . we were just passer-bys in each other's life . I guess no guy would really wanna like me and last long with me . hard to find one that he like me and i like him . sigh . currently like having a heart to heart talk to bestie ! well . its been long since we had those kind stuffs . (': now currently over th phone with wife ! hehe . i like moodswing siah wts . why am i still loving you .

every 5th's a heartbreaker .

i finisehd my homework already . like a finally . :/ tomoro gonna ask Ana explain to me some questions . like so stress uh school . some more got vice chairman, super th stress can . haha, just now Shawn was like pekcek with my form teacher . so cute uhhh . he was like if she want talk to parents then can talk to me, i'll scold her like fuck . like my dad siahhhh . ((: got bandddddd tomoro ! >< die die die . like dam tired . i should be sleeping by now but nehhmind i shall blog before i sleepppppp ! today was super itiring . after school had class decoration . Xinyi, Jane, Firas, Adilah and Anna stay back togetherrrr ! weee . it was like super fun man . i like eat wrong medicine lorh . i keep laughing till i on th floor then i keep talking about horny stuffs like wtf lorh ._. what has exactly happened to me today . must be too stressful thats why go crazy lah . ): tomoro first period jiu got english period, must face her . >: i dont feel like living man . oh damn ! haven do newspaper cutting ! >< shall do it now . later then blog ! (:

fuck my life .

im kinda sad thats why im like blogging you here ._. idk why i suddenly sad also . crazy me . hohho, my second ear hole very pain . :/ i feel like closing all my piercings except for my right ear . i must be crazy eh ? ;/ sigh . another day of school, means another day of seeing you . damn . why cant life get more simpler ? okay, th happy thing is that Shawn is gonna teach me maths like super yeah ! (: i wanna improve my maths like very badly . tomoro got school, im still blogging over here wts . :/ hm . should i like close my piercings ? like a annoying only . my friends is like dont pierce or whatever shit lah . im like kina being pissed and i dunno why at alll . sian, tomoro maybe need go school early to take class list then must get everybody's number . ~ today's like kinda not my day eh . i keep on scolding people like that . sigh . cant my day like get any worser ?!?!?! my moood is like freaking pissed of now . i wanna die can . why is there a song called " if i die young " ?!?!? when i cant even die young . i wanna die now . but its a pity if i die now, cause i never really experience but so whatever i dont really care now . shall go to sleep now, wish my mood gets better tomoro morning . hope i wont oversleep . sian sian sian . ): can anyone like fucking understands what have i been going now ? i bet there is someone out there that knows what kind of pain im getting in right now . why did i even go pierce my ear ? wts . kinda regretted and idk why . im like typing nonsense here, typing to fast already . sometimes i really hope 2012 is the end of th world but maybe i dont want . this year too young but what i said i wanna die young . ARGHHHHHH ZOMG . WHAT TH HELL IM I TALKING RIGHT NOW?!?!?! god save me right now . ):

kiss th rain .

yo people im back again ! hehe . my mum say i like so busy like that . (: hoho . finally like gonna finish my class things . lists of class exco and class rules, checked . reminders, checked . class decoration, tomoro gonna settle it . class tee like half way done haha ! :B i swear im gonna make this year class tee nicer then last year one . ^^ #nowlistening kiss th rain . went to kovan melody to lepak . over there got playground, damn fun ! got swinging thing . idk how to call it but its just damn fun jiu hao le . (: you go there play yourself , hoho . i like forget to do something, but cant really remeber is what eh ._. later then pack my bag, too lazy le . hehe . got to study pretty soon . i want someone to teach me maths . :/ anyone ? ): my maths gotta improve . i swear im gonna fucking improve my maths ! oops . cant say vulgar words later kena suspension . wts right ? like that jiu can suspeension or for th boys canning . cool rule there . <: kao, my bestie like so sad now . ): dunno what to do, feel freaking useless right now . sian . i everytime like that one . I dunno how cheer people up . i guess i just make them more sad or maybe amgry . fml . nehhmind, not gonna care already . i found a photo of my brother and his friend with th same name as him . they like a cute only ! ^^ <3

Th start of something new .

Hoho . Today is th first day of school . It was kinda idk how say . :/ my seating arrangement sucks eh . ): I sitting beside my son which is JEREMMYYY ! very annoying leh . >< he keep over there saying mummy here and there . ~ need to survive sitting him for like one year . today kena sabo lorh ! I kena selected for vice - chairman . ): sian eh._. I think like it's a big responsibilty . ~ zomg . :/ go home gonna add two new students to yuying 2E2'11 ! (: siew tin and shu min . ((: glad to have them as part of th 2E2 family ! Hehe . <: well . I'm eating lunch at Mac ! Early release . ^^ later then blog again ! :B

Fuck this thing called love .

hey people . I'm not gonna have any picture cause I'm like using my phone to blog . today ea like super fun ! WEEE . Hehe . Photos are being uploaded in Facebook le so feel free to go and see ! (: I keep telling my friends that i can't wait for tomoro ! :D hehe, I seriously can't wait mah . (: me and my god brother still argueing . Don't wanna care about him anymore . It's like as if I owe him like that lorh . Fuck lah he . -.- nehhmind, don't want ruin my mood cause of him . (: I now watching best player ! Like a nice only lehhhh ! I wanna have a guy best friend ! hmmm . well . :/ hehe just now I told Anna that If ms sharon is our form teacher, I'll just screammmm . #nowlistening big night . sian eh, tomoro got long speech by me goh . Haha before tomoro, everybody already complaining that there will be a long speech from mr goh . But at least got air con I guess ? :/ my ear like so itchy man ._. I feel like making it but kinda lazy ! HOHO ! can't wait for this year countdown ! :b abit too fast to say about it ! ^^ hope this year faster go pass . good luck for school tomoro ! :D tomoro then blog. Hehe . <: gonna meet firas tomoro at 7 ! ^^ yeah . GOOD LUCKKK !

i love him, he love her, she love him .

vampire diaries ! they so hot rightttttt ! ahahaah ! :D my heart melts like helll . they so freaking hot lah can . *faints* hehe end of post ! <:

that should be me .

WTSSSSSSSS . jun wei wrote this very disgusting status .. he confirm famous liao hor . hosehbooo ? :b if stomp, confirm get 50 dollars tell you ! HAHAHA . maybe later going amk hub to makan makan with beloved ! :B bwahahahaha . yeah, eating th last subway cookie ! rasberry cheesecakeeeee ! <3 okay, laughing like one bitch now . junwei acc hack until damn jialat siol . HAHAH . okay should stop talking about it now . :b i feel super hungry right nowwww ! body clock screw up until very badddddddd . ): later should nua on my bed till can sleep . ^^ what goes around come around . ~ tomoro gonna see my beloved dears already ! weeeee . :B should really stop blogging now . x:

Th one that got away .

hello . im back again . heehe ! <: Jane helping Jocelyn to paint her nails, hoho . BLACK NAILS ! :b #nowlisteninng th one that got away . like what Jocelyn say " sian, nothing to blog . -.-" we like not doing homework . slacking all th wayyyy ! :3 i eating subway cookie ! :D hoho, jealous ? i went to feed my daughter too ! btw, my daughter is jocelyn . ^^ i feel like going party world and i dunno why ._. just finished painting her nails ! ^^ wee . one hand pink, th other hand blue . later go out, people stare . :b kinda dunno what to blog already, bored die me . later camwhoring . ~ ^^ weeeeee . shall stop now . :D bye bye, later then blog !

those years .

yo peeps ! im currently at my own house of course . HAHA . im like waiting for xinyi, jane and jocelyn to reach amk hub then i go down fetch them . I cant believe tomoro is th first day of school already, im actually kinda nervous and excited for school . Weird feeling im having there , hehe . nothing much to say eh, but i hope school goes well for my sec 2 life . It's kinda important cause there's like streaming . so yeah . (: im so gonna studying hard ! to all those people, remember to study hard, canno pray pray already ! wonder whose my form teacher for next year, i hope its not ms sharon . x: if it's her, please murder me . :/ she's like kinda strict, well not kinda but SHE IS . a bit a bit thing jiu detention le . so that's why today must seriously chiong homework ! need go le ! bye ! :B

wish you were here .

Hey peeps ! (: I couldn't sleep so I decided to blog again yeah ! See I'm dedicating my time here ! Muhaha ! :D I like one szb . I'm currently nua-ing on my bed, listening to music and texting people . I'm multi-tasking eh ! Hehe . <: #nowlistening wish you were here . My toe is like getting better . Wee . No slipper for school ! :D yeah ! first day of school must give good impression to people . This year gotta work hard for sec 2 ! Can't believe I'm like sec 2 already ! :D hehe . on 3rd of January, I'll be entering yuying as a sec 2 student . <: hehe, I feel proud man ! :D joke . Can't wait for th Istana perform ! Gonna perform on th second day of Chinese new year ! Who cares whether is it second day of chinese new year. It's Istana baby ! Wlao . Everybody no reply my text le . ): sad luh . Nehhmind, I still have my music ! Dad's just came back. he scold me so late haven sleep ._. Confirm body clock screw up I tell you ! HAHHA . Bleh . I actually don't really care ! <: I need to remove my earring and change it to ear sticks . I'm like kinda lazy to change it but still must have good impression on first day! Zomg . My friend just texted me saying that first day of school he confirm look out for chio bu . Random much . Well . I better end off . I wanna go listen music already ! Nights ! (: have a sweet sweet dream ! And must miss me horr ! :D haha bhb much .

life's a bitch and so are you .

hey all . im like kinda back to blogging . my friend asked me to go back, okay im like her dog . HAHA . so whatever . (: today happens to be th start of a new year eh . hehe , so yeah . happy new year ! <: hm . i very long never blog so i dont really know what to blog about . wifey went to pierced her tragus and i hear it hurts , ouch . ): take care wifey, if you are seeing this . :D my mum and dad's not back yet . my younger bro beside me talking about B2ST ! hehe . yoseob like a cute only . ^^ well, shall start blogging everyday, since th pressure is like coming in two days time . tomoro, a couple of my classmates coming over to my house to chiong homework . im like super happy that they are coming over cause im like damn scared of whose my this year form teacher and i dunno why T.T shall camwhore tomoro while doing homework hehe ! :b im gonna meet wifey tomoro too ! like a finally, im missing her like a fucking bitch ! nothing much to say actually . :3 im kinda hungry, no food . shawn making me jealous that he got biscuits at home . screw him . :@ im gonna end of already ! hehe bye peeps ! i'll blog tomoro . ~ hehe maybe later if im bored .