Today my life begins .

Well, I find like I'm so fucking useless . I might as well just go and die now . Can't help anyone .. I think I disappointed Darrel alot ... But I can't do anything . he can find a better girl than me for sure (': well . my heart can't be soft now . I must stay firm to my decision. Hah. Now in th house at marina ~ later going back amk:) I hope faster go back ah. I feel like studying and forget about everything ! ^^ weeeee . I'm such a good girl yeah ? :B ahahha bhb me <: shall blog later , rmb to miss me yeah! :b - fuck it, I'm tired of trying . -