will you be mine again ?

sigh. i just feel so useless, i dunno why but i just feel this way . maybe its because im really useless . well i guess i am . I really need someone there for me when i need them . but it seems like no one care . well humans are selfish so why bother . sigh . nothing can really cheer me up. (': i dunno ... I just got this feeling that without me in anyone's life, wouldnt their life be great huh ? useless me, just forever so useless . 如果人生是多么的美好，那有多好啊。。。i must be going crazy because of all these shits thats happening around me. but stilll, i need to move on with my life . tomoro may just be th start of something new, i just got to hang in there & stay strong . In another point is that i dont feel like going school on monday & tuesday . th exams like a useless only . seriously, is smartness so important in this fcuked up & judgemental society ? fcuk th society for being so judgemental & fcuked up . may th society change to be a better one . hehe peace .. xoxo, muacks. love you guys . :*** <3